The next afternoon, I go to Emmett's place just like I'd said I would. His place is weird, the layout just like mine only backwards. He orders a pizza, and then, just like I expected, he and Justin play video games. They get me to join, me playing on a spare laptop Emmett has, and while he sets me up an account, he puts the laptop in my lap and leans over and around me to type and use the touchpad. Once we get that set up, I do try to play, but I suck at it. They convince me to be a healer, and we keep dying. Turns out you have to click on them if you need to heal them, and I keep healing myself accidentally. Oh well.
Justin's phone rings. It's Annalise, and from the look on my brother's face, he's really happy she called, so happy that he quickly tells us bye and dashes out of the house to go to her.
"I guess I'll go too," I say and get up to leave.
"Hang on," Emmett quickly says and stops me before I can get to the door.
"You don't have to leave," he says, his eyes begging me to stay, and he gets both my hands. "We could stream a movie on my laptop or something." He doesn't have a television, which is another thing I find weird about his place. I mean...three computers and no TV?
I haven't said anything, so Emmett thinks of something else, "Or, if you want, we could work on your character." He means on the game.
"I don't think I make a very good healer," I say quietly.
"Well, maybe that's just not the class for you. Wanna try something else?" he offers.
I start laughing as I say, "I'm sorry; I don't think I make a good gamer period."
"Movie then. I have some popcorn...somewhere. I don't know. If it weren't for my microwave, I'd starve," he tells me in a rambling way.
I laugh again. "You can't cook?" I ask, picking up on what he said.
"I can burn things. I am exceptionally good at blackened...everything. So, if when you say 'cooking' you mean producing something edible, no, I can't cook." He smiles at my laugh. "I can, however, read instructions on a box and heat stuff up in the microwave...popcorn included," he says, the last bit being another way of him asking me to stay.
Why does he insist I stay?
I ask him. After all, wasn't I only coming over because Justin was too?
"Well, because you're here already anyhow. It's nice to have you here. It gets so quiet, and since you'd just be going next door anyway...Why not just stay here?" he reasons. The neighborhood trolley rolls past, making its clacking noise as it goes by.
"Okay," I finally say before he smiles widely.
He takes the laptop I'd used and sets it up on the coffee table. Then, he dashes off into his kitchen to make the popcorn. While it pops, he gets the movie set to play, paused until we're ready to watch. He then goes back into his kitchen to get the popcorn, and I hear him putting it in a serving bowl and throwing the bag away. The entire time, I sit here on the couch and wonder just what exactly is going on here. With Justin still here, it was simply hanging out, but now...
He interrupts my thoughts when he puts the bowl of popcorn on the coffee table and says, "There. Only the finest gourmet popcorn for my guest."
I smile. "Such amazing culinary skill."
"It's a gift, really," he adds with an ironic grin.
"Until your microwave shorts out," I say, and we both laugh.
He starts up the movie, and we put the bowl of popcorn between us. After a few minutes, I ask, "How come you don't have a television?"
"Why would I need a television? I mean, I've thought about getting one, but it would only be a bigger screen to hook up to one of the computers. I can't really afford one until after I buy the monster I'm saving up for," he explains.
"Oh," I respond simply. "I guess if that's what you want, it makes sense." I reach for more popcorn, but he quickly picks up the bowl and holds it away from me. "Hey!" I accuse and laugh as I reach for it.
However, I pull my hand back when Emmett turns his head and says quietly into my ear, "I want a lot of things."
Anagamadoobagurblenesh, I think slowly, my brain not functioning properly with Emmett's breath on my ear. He breathes in, smelling my hair.
"I like what you've done with your hair, by the way," he says in that same voice that makes me want to slide off the couch into a heap of me on the floor. "It's so...feminine."
I...I da...wait no. Wait, no. Hugo. "Thanks," I say quietly and watch the screen in front of me, not really seeing it.
"I also want a car," he says more generically, visibly backing off. "I wonder when we'll get those in Sims 4." I sense him watching me closely. "I mean, we see them drive by all the time. Maybe the developers think they're not necessary, but it's still something I'd like to have."
"Yeah. That would be interesting," I say, trying to breathe normally. "It'd also be something non-essential to spend money on when I think I'd rather save up for a bigger house."
"True. A bigger house could be more important, depending on what you want. I'm not planning on living in this duplex forever, but I have to admit, it is nice right now." I close my eyes, wondering if I'm imagining all the possible hidden messages in everything he says.
"Hugo wants me to move in with him," I say, remembering a conversation with Hugo when he spent the night. I also use the statement as a way to test whether or not Emmett knows I'm dating someone.
"I hope you don't. Wouldn't you say that's a little soon?" he asks.
So he does know I'm dating Hugo. He didn't sound surprised at all.
"Well, we've been dating for a long while now," I reason. Then, I think about how Hugo had tried every angle he could think of to convince me to move, not wanting to listen to my reasons why I shouldn't or didn't want to. I don't want to move. I love my apartment. I'm also not really ready to live with my boyfriend. I guess, then, that I agree with Emmett. It's too soon.
Not knowing that I just mentally agreed with him, Emmett continues. "But we've only just recently turned into adults. In my opinion, that's a little soon. Not that I can tell you what to do, but I really hope you don't. You make a very nice neighbor, Jenny," he says, and I decide I like hearing him say my name.
Why can't Hugo understand that it's too soon? Emmett gets it, and he stated his opinion in a polite way, saying he knows he can't tell me what to do. He just wanted to give his advice.
But what was that when he had his nose in my hair? He wants a lot of things is what he said. What things? Me?
He smells so good. I slowly start imagining him doing naughty things to me, and then I start wanting him to.
Whoa, girl!
"I should go," I say. "I'm not feeling well." I'm imagining all this; it's all part of my insanity. Emmett didn't mean me when he said he wanted a lot of things. What he meant was that he has a plan for his life, very goal-oriented like he's always been. Still, I'd better get out of here before I do something crazy.
"Oh no. Anything I can do to help?" he asks, and again, I wonder if I'm reading more into what he says than what he might only mean.
"No, I...just need to go lie down for a while," I explain without looking at him. Maybe Hugo was right; I'm still a little attracted to Emmett. I need to go. The last thing I want to do is cheat
"Well, maybe we can finish the movie another time?" he asks.
"Yeah, maybe," I say noncommittally.
"Thank you for coming over, Jenny. Feel free to do so anytime," he says and makes a point to help me stand up.
"Okay," I say and leave his place, cross the porch, and escape into my apartment.
Over the next week, I go out with Hugo a handful of times. He asks me, each date, to move in with him. I tell him I'm not ready. I can read his eyes. He's worried about Emmett, and from the things that happened when I was at Emmett's apartment, unless I'm crazy and imagined it all--which could be true, Hugo might have a right to worry.
But the thing is... this week, I only see Emmett in passing, like when I check the mail. He happens to be outside checking his, and he merely smiles and says hello in a very casual way before going back to his place, not looking twice at me. If Emmett were making a play for me, he would've done something, right? Right. It was all in my head.
Another week goes by, and I fully believe that I imagined it all. He keeps things very casual, and that's only if we happen to bump into each other.
I spend nearly every day painting, sometimes pictures in my head, sometimes things I see. Today, I'm remembering that hidden lot I found when I'd gone on vacation with my family.
Hugo was so sweet to show up out of the blue like he did, simply because I texted him that I missed him. Ever since I moved into this place, he's been getting pushy. What happened to my sweet, give-me-a-chance Hugo?
"Hello," I hear Emmett say like he always does in passing as he --passes-- me to go and have a seat at the little table the landlord set up for beautification purposes.
"Hello," I echo casually. Glancing his way, I see him open a book and start reading.
He just wanted to sit outside and read since it's a pretty day today. I keep painting.
We stay quiet, coexisting, side-by-side, merely two ships headed in the same direction but without communicating. At one point, he jolts upright in his chair, and I guess to myself that something must've happened in the book he reads because he eventually relaxes and sits back in his chair again.
I don't understand why he chose to sit in that chair to read. I'm sure the furniture he has on his back porch is much more comfortable. Maybe the light is better right there.
Well, the light is fading. I'd better finish this up.
"Yeah, the sun is mostly set," Emmett says, and I realize I didn't think what I'd thought I'd thought. I'd said it instead, talking to myself again just like my mother. At least Emmett thought I was talking to him.
I look over at him and smile in a friendly way. "Well, I'm done."
"Mind if I have a look?" he asks politely.
"Okay," I say and gesture to the easel.
He looks at it and then turns to me, a look of amazement on his face. "Wow, Jenny! I feel like I could jump right into the picture and go there."
I think of a scene in Mary Poppins and giggle. "It's sorta based on the secret lot I found when I went on vacation."
"You found the secret lot?!" he asks excitedly, a look of true geek on his face. "Cool! You should take me there sometime; I'd love to see it."
I giggle again and say, "Maybe someday."
"If it's as nice as that artistic rendition you've made, that should be great. Whoever buys that painting is a lucky sim." He looks longingly at my latest piece of art. It's not that good, but he looks like he really likes it.
I turn my head towards him. "Do you want it?"
His face snaps from the painting to me in surprise. "You mean it? I don't want to take away from possible income."
"Don't worry about it, Emmett. It took me one afternoon to do, and if you really like it, you should have it." I smile at his goofy expression.
"Thank you!" he exclaims, and I laugh now. He looks funny when he gets excited about something, and I'm flattered he thinks my work is good. "I know just where to hang it: the bathroom. Because that's where you said great art goes." The Maker takes it and does just that.
I laugh a little harder, happy he remembered what I'd said that day he'd apologized for hurting my feelings when we were teens.
"I'm glad," I tell him. "Then you'll think of me every time you see it." I don't know what made me say that.
"Of course I will," he says with a lot of emotion and hugs me.








































































